Fallen Thoughts

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Okayyyyy

Shouldve Post This Yesterday Or Even On Thursday...

But When I Came Back Home~ Had No Energy To Do Anything But Chat Online~

After Chatting Online I Was Knocked Out For A Long Time~

Y2Y ROCKZ!!! And I Mean It!!! Best Camp I Have Ever Gone To!!! I'm Missing Group 3 And All The Dudes And Dudettes That Were There~

Absolutely Nothing Would Erase This Even From My Mind~

First Day Kinda Boring~ Win Took the 10 dollars from the Ngee Ann The Badge Thingy~ He Say Typical Singaporeans Wont Take It As It Isnt Theirs~ I Guess His Right~ First Thing We Went Thru Was That Talk About Motivation~ Had Lunch And Went To Our Room After That~ After Checking In~ Had Another Talk~ Bout Power Of Belief Or Something~ Same Speaker~ Same Kind Of Humour~ Equals To Boredom~ Going Thru Another 1 1/2 hour Of Boredom Can A Break~ The Brown Cake Thingy Taste....~ Everyone Was Kinda Restless Due To Boredom(?)~ After That Played A Game~ Ring Toss~ Was Fun~ Every1 Tried Their Best~ Even Got One Group Stole Other Group's Rings~ Fast Forward To Dinner~ Dinner Was Troublesome~ Cant Even Eat A Single Thing~ All Seafood~ Heng BossMan Asked The People Cook Deep Fried Fish For Me And Hui Jie~ Another Fast Forward~ Night Time~ Cant Sleep~ Thought I Saw Something Outside~ Joel Was Making Ah~ Ah~ Ah~ Noises When He Was Sleeping~ Kinda Disturbing~

Day Two~ To Be Continued (Actually I Need To Ask People What Happened On Day Two, I Got A Short Term Memory Or Something)

Till Here

Kris

Nobody Cries For The Fallen
10:34 PM

I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen

imported from malaysia~

thought of this during the 1st night when i nver slept~

thought of this really deeply meaning i really mean it~

i will wait for you. i will not be like the person that had hurt you so much a few months ago.

even thought you hate me, i would always be right here for you.

till here

kris

Nobody Cries For The Fallen
10:30 PM

I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen

okay okay got bored so i get to post something early in the morning before school... lolx...

a few words taken from the insane mind of the fallen...

Even though you don't say anything... and that even though eu wanna hide it from me... i know through wadever way that eu really hate me... i dont even know the reason and when eu started hating me but its okay... even though being hated is one of the least thing a person wants to have... it is okay for me cuz... if hating me makes you sorta happy... then so be it...

dun fret young woman... my feelings still remains the same but in the future it might jus wither and die like a delicate rose... but it would be the hardest thing for me to do... ignoring and throwing my feelings... ill do that just to make you happy...

Iam the fallen... the irritating one... the sarcastic one... the hated one... the curious one... most of all... the broken one...

you all dont know me, even my parents does not...

dont judge me by the way i act... the way my mood suddenly changes... the way i treat trash as if they were friends... the way i treat my own friends... jus dont judge me at all if you dont even want to take time to know the true me... the me that is behind this bloody fucking mask of emotion...

nobody have gotten past through the mask i wear... will someone see the true me...?

till here
thefallenone

Nobody Cries For The Fallen
6:33 AM

I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen

lolx another post

another loads of words that i just think of...

today was...

an okay day...

no time to post the pictures that i took from science class...

did 2 experiments that one of those gotten a major lot of my class to get scolding from ms foo...

dance was miserable thou...

nver even dance one step of the whole routine...

the whole 2 periods that was left was used to scold all of us... especially the dancers... (including me...)

i just want to say that to those who dont want to dance... then fuck off and die... why would you pay money for something that you wont even do? do you people have common sense? lets take a friend for example... other people want to seriously start... he still down there laughing and making jokes... you think your the only one who is going to get teached? no right? and get a reality check... why would someone patch up with you if in the end she will only get nothing in return except for pain and sadness? stop being a bloody asshole who got something stuck inside your ass and being sensitive like she's the only girl meant for you? i only think that you are obsessed with her... i pity her...

bragging about your relationship with her aint rite... eu cant just brag about a relationship as if you won it or its an object... for god's sake a relationship includes feelings that can get hurt... is hurting someone's feelings such a small thing to you...?

your just getting ur close friends frustrated and irritated if you keep having this kind of attitude... you can just say sorry for all the wrong things you had done to her and thats all you can do... good luck...thats from a friend that cared...

ill try to upload the cbox as soon as possible...

maybe even bring back that music player...

any1 who i haven linked then im sorry!

lolx...

ill link you all next time...

another thing...

just want to tell some of those friends that i consider my close one that...

i fucked up... the feeling i had for "her" started since last year but i just shrugged it off like its nothing... how stupid i was... seeing her happy is all i want... so i think its time for me to let go of this feeling that have resurfaced... all i want is to see "her" happy now... letting go of this feeling will be hard for me to do... haix.. how fucking stupid i am not to realise that small feeling was something big...

till here

thefallenone

Nobody Cries For The Fallen
6:47 PM

I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen

ramblings of a teenagers

omg

nothing to do in zoom >.< so boring

fuck lar today bad day

stupid people do stupid stuff

like a friend of mine

he's in "love" with another friend of mine

which for no such reasons i will not post their names in this blog but they will know at first glance

he's term of love is different from others... so different that i dont even know what he means... stupid asshole...

i think is only an obsession for him as he doesnt treasure her so much... always keep on bragging about bringing her to somewhere and do some stuff with her that i dont even have the guts of thinking about... it just is weird for someone to think of the other person in such a way he thinks... its jus plain disgusting...

if you love someone would you not think of her not as an item which can be passed with anyone but as a person who has feelings that can be hurt?

i think this friend of mine has the twisted version of the meaning of love as he just doesnt know when he just keep hurting her feelings...

whats the use of giving advice to him if he doesnt even take heed...
a useless waste of time and effort thats what i tell you...

anyways... thats like whoah big part part of my ramblings...

what would sound better a confession in online terms or a confession in personal meaning you tell the person yourself... not by any other means of communication...

It Would Be Too Late To Realize That You Love Someone So Much Until They Are Happy With Another Person...

something i found in the internet i think~ and i really tell eu all... its true...

till here

thefallenone

Nobody Cries For The Fallen
3:54 PM

I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen

New Blog With A New Name

I Guess My Old One Is So Dead Being Untouched For Dunno How Many Months... Lolx

New Blog New Attitude To Update...

I'll Post Bout Misc. Things And People Can Request Songs, Just Post It In The CBox...

I'll Try Not To Be Lazy And Update Thrice Or Twice A Week... Lolx...

Till Here~

TheFallenOne

Nobody Cries For The Fallen
5:37 PM

I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen