Fallen Thoughts
Saturday, April 14, 2007
The Story Of A Kid With Noone Seeing Thru His Mask...
Hyperactive, Happy Go Lucky...
But Deep Inside Noone Have Ever Seen...
That Is My Story...
Noone Will Ever Know The True "Kris"
Who Will Be Forever Lost... If Noone See's The True Me...
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
9:38 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
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Nobody Cries For The Fallen
8:28 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
Giving Up Is Very Hard To Do But That Is My Decision...
As Your Will Have Been Done...
Hate Me Till I Die...
So Be It...
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
8:27 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
| Greed: | High | |
| Gluttony: | High | |
| Wrath: | Very High | |
| Sloth: | Medium | |
| Envy: | High | |
| Lust: | High | |
| Pride: | High | |
The
Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on
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Nobody Cries For The Fallen
8:26 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
Fallen Thoughts
Thursday, April 12, 2007
whats up ppl...
need some opinion bout our class blog...
should i carry out and post pictures of how the class is like daily?
and anyone need re-link post in the cbox...
and request any songs that i should put in the upcoming music player...
cannot decide...
lolx
till here
kris
Ignorance Is Bliss
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
7:40 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
Fallen Thoughts
Saturday, April 7, 2007
finally the cbox is up.
next stop...
the music player, yet again...
hope it wont get errors again...
kris
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
9:37 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
i felt so emo for my previous post...
emo day for kris...
might be in a bad mood this next week, kindy don't disturb...
need to ask, just dont pester me.
kris.
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
9:27 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
I Wish My Eyes CouldSpeak What My Heart FeelsFor You, Cause My LipsCan Lie On What IsTrue. My Eyes Could'nt CauseEven If I Close ThemI Could Still See YouThe Feeling To See You Happy Is Greater Then The Feeling Of Having You Besides Me,
You Are An Enigma To Me, So Easy To Know But So Hard To Understand.
Would Be Always Here To Lend You A Hand And A Listening Ear.
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A Never-Ending Cycle Of Hatred Surrounds Me.
Can You Call Friends "Friends" If They Don't Trust You, Talk Bad Behind Your Back, Use You For Their Own Means And Hates You For No Reason...
In The End, Those Who I Had Trust The Most Was The One Who Backstabbed Me.
In The End, Those Who I Loved Hated Me.
A Never-Ending Cycle.
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Tired Of This, I Just Wish I Can End It Somehow...
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Will Someone Ever Get Past Tru This Mask Of Mine...
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Nobody Cries For The Fallen
9:19 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
Took the card thingy test which i found from waiyee's blog.
kinda surprised cuz of the result.
the "devil"
wadever lah, anything also can bahx
im so bored... need more memory cards for my psp...
10 gb of games... aint fair for me... only 2 gb card...
Riz will be happy cuz of the gta umd for her b'day, if you read this, "we" might go to pizzahut celebrate but it aint a promise cuz still got trouble for mi...
haiix... bored... to... death...
till here,
kris...
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
9:17 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
9:12 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
Fallen Thoughts
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Okayyyyy
Shouldve Post This Yesterday Or Even On Thursday...
But When I Came Back Home~ Had No Energy To Do Anything But Chat Online~
After Chatting Online I Was Knocked Out For A Long Time~
Y2Y ROCKZ!!! And I Mean It!!! Best Camp I Have Ever Gone To!!! I'm Missing Group 3 And All The Dudes And Dudettes That Were There~
Absolutely Nothing Would Erase This Even From My Mind~
First Day Kinda Boring~ Win Took the 10 dollars from the Ngee Ann The Badge Thingy~ He Say Typical Singaporeans Wont Take It As It Isnt Theirs~ I Guess His Right~ First Thing We Went Thru Was That Talk About Motivation~ Had Lunch And Went To Our Room After That~ After Checking In~ Had Another Talk~ Bout Power Of Belief Or Something~ Same Speaker~ Same Kind Of Humour~ Equals To Boredom~ Going Thru Another 1 1/2 hour Of Boredom Can A Break~ The Brown Cake Thingy Taste....~ Everyone Was Kinda Restless Due To Boredom(?)~ After That Played A Game~ Ring Toss~ Was Fun~ Every1 Tried Their Best~ Even Got One Group Stole Other Group's Rings~ Fast Forward To Dinner~ Dinner Was Troublesome~ Cant Even Eat A Single Thing~ All Seafood~ Heng BossMan Asked The People Cook Deep Fried Fish For Me And Hui Jie~ Another Fast Forward~ Night Time~ Cant Sleep~ Thought I Saw Something Outside~ Joel Was Making Ah~ Ah~ Ah~ Noises When He Was Sleeping~ Kinda Disturbing~
Day Two~ To Be Continued (Actually I Need To Ask People What Happened On Day Two, I Got A Short Term Memory Or Something)
Till Here
Kris
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
10:34 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
imported from malaysia~
thought of this during the 1st night when i nver slept~
thought of this really deeply meaning i really mean it~
i will wait for you. i will not be like the person that had hurt you so much a few months ago.
even thought you hate me, i would always be right here for you.
till here
kris
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
10:30 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
Fallen Thoughts
Thursday, March 8, 2007
okay okay got bored so i get to post something early in the morning before school... lolx...
a few words taken from the insane mind of the fallen...
Even though you don't say anything... and that even though eu wanna hide it from me... i know through wadever way that eu really hate me... i dont even know the reason and when eu started hating me but its okay... even though being hated is one of the least thing a person wants to have... it is okay for me cuz... if hating me makes you sorta happy... then so be it...
dun fret young woman... my feelings still remains the same but in the future it might jus wither and die like a delicate rose... but it would be the hardest thing for me to do... ignoring and throwing my feelings... ill do that just to make you happy...
Iam the fallen... the irritating one... the sarcastic one... the hated one... the curious one... most of all... the broken one...
you all dont know me, even my parents does not...
dont judge me by the way i act... the way my mood suddenly changes... the way i treat trash as if they were friends... the way i treat my own friends... jus dont judge me at all if you dont even want to take time to know the true me... the me that is behind this bloody fucking mask of emotion...
nobody have gotten past through the mask i wear... will someone see the true me...?
till here
thefallenone
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
6:33 AM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
Fallen Thoughts
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
lolx another post
another loads of words that i just think of...
today was...
an okay day...
no time to post the pictures that i took from science class...
did 2 experiments that one of those gotten a major lot of my class to get scolding from ms foo...
dance was miserable thou...
nver even dance one step of the whole routine...
the whole 2 periods that was left was used to scold all of us... especially the dancers... (including me...)
i just want to say that to those who dont want to dance... then fuck off and die... why would you pay money for something that you wont even do? do you people have common sense? lets take a friend for example... other people want to seriously start... he still down there laughing and making jokes... you think your the only one who is going to get teached? no right? and get a reality check... why would someone patch up with you if in the end she will only get nothing in return except for pain and sadness? stop being a bloody asshole who got something stuck inside your ass and being sensitive like she's the only girl meant for you? i only think that you are obsessed with her... i pity her...
bragging about your relationship with her aint rite... eu cant just brag about a relationship as if you won it or its an object... for god's sake a relationship includes feelings that can get hurt... is hurting someone's feelings such a small thing to you...?
your just getting ur close friends frustrated and irritated if you keep having this kind of attitude... you can just say sorry for all the wrong things you had done to her and thats all you can do... good luck...thats from a friend that cared...
ill try to upload the cbox as soon as possible...
maybe even bring back that music player...
any1 who i haven linked then im sorry!
lolx...
ill link you all next time...
another thing...
just want to tell some of those friends that i consider my close one that...
i fucked up... the feeling i had for "her" started since last year but i just shrugged it off like its nothing... how stupid i was... seeing her happy is all i want... so i think its time for me to let go of this feeling that have resurfaced... all i want is to see "her" happy now... letting go of this feeling will be hard for me to do... haix.. how fucking stupid i am not to realise that small feeling was something big...
till here
thefallenone
Nobody Cries For The Fallen
6:47 PM
I Didnt Choose To Be The Fallen
